Have a Dice Life!

I will be a Guest on 'The Paranormal and Beyond' tonight at 2am and the show will repeat again tomorrow night at 7pm and 3 am I believe on Sunday, The show can be streamed from KDWN.com live or it can be found on local 720AM, The Hosts are Michael Knight and his sister Lindsey and should be a chance to plug my website: Sincitypsychic.Yolasite.com

Also on the show I will be portraying myself as a Unitarian Universalist and a Witch and of course a Psychic/Medium and offering up my services and such to new cliens but of course I am in reality a Satanist. Its just that I have to always pretend to be this or something else, Id reveal the truth on the radio but that wouldnt achieve what i am hoping it achieves, this show is heard worldwide!

So...Just wanted to let you all know so you can hear it, autographs will be $200 ;)

Hail Satan!

Well, The Beat Goes on!

Im doing good. Ive returned to work on a Psychic Hotline and Im doing quite well on that so far, I also becamse an official member of a local Ghost Hunters group here in Vegas, I am their official Psychic/Medium, I am still working Private Readings, spells and cleansings as well.

The Wish List is still going strong, I donated $200 to a Nursing home last week to make sure that those who never get Visitors would recieve flowers and a card that someone does care about them, of course these were sent anonymously and out of pocket, I still havent found anyone that serious about donating their car, time or money to this cause and to me this just shows how cold hearted Sin City really is.

Maria moved to Mississippi and is officially out of my life, things have been much better since her exit I must admit, new neighbor Red and her husband Ed have been fun to hang out with, Red loves to drink and do mischiveious things and I admit she is fun to be around BUT and wait for it....I dont drink hard liquor any longer, embracing the ways of my family I have decided to just focus on wine. Red, white, whatever, and I only drink on rare occasion just like the olden days, During SOME Ritual Days and on Occasion with dinner.

Ive been attending the local Unitarian Universalist church nearly full time and struggling with my need for Eclecticism and my draw to a more focused path or perhaps a more specific label like Pagan or Atheist instead of just embracing the Eclectic Title, I am at a Crossroads so to speak on this matter but as usual I think I will figure it all out when I am trying the least to do so!

Tammy and I havent spoken much lately because we have both been having random Fibro flare ups but I have been developing close relationships with Cory and Amber, Amber is in fact probably my closest friend on and offline now, Jamie and I are working on our relationship but we dont have that much in common but Im looking for some things to talk about.

Cory finally tested out Destiny Dice for me and he loved it, I think I definately have a game that I can repair and take to the Video Game Market.

Don and I are going strong, having celebrated our 1 year anniversary together and having taken a GREAT trip to San Diego and Kingman Arizona in Feb. I have Mom's ashes on my altar where they will stay for now, Don and I are planning a trip to Oregon later this year and I will decide if the ashes are going to go up there somewhere or stay with me or both. Don and I are planning to spend a few days in Astoria because that is a city we are both really drawn to and he wants to leave Vegas about as bad as I do so Im hoping things will continue to go well and we will eventually end up there, the only catch is that we have to fly up there and Im terrified of planes and flying :O

We also need to make a return trip to Kingman this summer, Jim gave us a lot of Mom's things and said that he wanted us to come back up there and clean the house out and take everything that belonged to her but money is so tight right now that we just havent had a chance and my credit card is quite HIGH.

Once some nicer paychecks come in from the Hotline though, I think things will start working out for me.

Tim, Nick and Brad are still around but barely, I see Tim very rarely because Don isnt comfortable with me being alone with him, he trusts me but not Tim's constant sexual advances, Seth calls on occasion but I simply tell him that he has no chance with me and he doesnt call back for a long period of time. Brad and I dont speak much anymore, he is trying to move to California and he says I am married now, In truth, Don and I want that future but we arent even moving in together for at least another Year, His mom is very hard to deal with and she is money hungry, she says she would charge me $250 to live in her house with-Don and her but I know that if I won $1000, she would say-wheres mine? She doesnt grasp that its my money after I pay the rent, if I choose to share, then thats my choice but I am not obligated to share and when I dont, she throws a fit and screams and kicks me out-I couldnt deal with that on a long term basis so the truth is that I am better off here in my dingy apartment.

Nick and I dont speak much either. Cassandra came back but she hasnt said much lately. New friends Jenna and Julia are kind of the same, People get busy and dont speak for long periods of time.

I have a new Kitten named Boo Boo. He and Pooty get along fine and all is well in the world.

Lastly I am into Geocaching now, I discovered there are several caches hidden in the area and when I can, I head out and look for them based on the clues available, of course I dont have a GPS Reciever yet but as soon as a good check comes in, that will change.

Blessings!
I can still be found on Facebook if you are interested, if not, I understand, I will Post here once in a while.

So I said I would update on occasion...

I am home after being at don's place for 3 months. We are good but I needed to come home and do some Ritual work and also we went to Kingman and Jim gave me a lot of mom's things and I am here trying to sell them. Jim wants us to come back and get the rest of her things to sell or keep of whatever I wish.

I also have her ashes over on my altar.
Don and I enjoyed Kingman and then we drove to San Diego and had a wonderful time. I saw the ocean, walked in the sand, we walked The Pier, had a GREAT dinner at a Mexican restaurant on Bacon street called Nati's and we went to Seaworld.

Wow, I am in debt now, I owe close to $5000 to the credit card and Mom combined and also I am behind on my medical bills and coverage which is scary for me to be in such bad shape but Its too late now to go back in time, all I can do is hope that I sell or trade some of this stuff out of here to get back Track.

I have been hanging out with Maria and a new neighbor named Red. Red is a deeply spiritual woman who seems very connected to everything but of course she believes in God and Jesus and things for which I dont have any belief like Satan but she is open minded so I dont know, she is just a freak.

Ive developed a close relationship with Amber. Cory seems to want to be friends now, I havent talked to Tammy all that much lately but we've both been sick and busy.

Don's mom wants me to move in with them in April but I feel its way too soon, especially since our personalities clash a lot and I dont have any real back up plan so for now I am going to stay where I am.

I also learned that mom's favorite Hospice worker was with her when she died, I cried because I will always feel guilty, like I should have gone back to be with her, I was just so stressed out, anyways Julia and I are now facebook friends so thats of great comfort.

Well, Im sick today from the Fibro. I need a Ritual day but it just hasnt come up yet. Not much else to say. Im on facebook if you really wanted to keep in touch. Oh and Cassandra found me. :)

Here is the link to my Facebook page in case anyone is interested in locating me and being friends!

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100002905799253&ref=tn_tnmn

So anyways, a lot has been happening.

I stopped shaving my head and instead got a regular guy's cut and dyed my hair blue :)

Tammy is going through some bullshit with her husband and kids and so we havent really talked too much and the same goes for Maria because I am basically staying with Don most of the time now.

I stopped drinking completely and Im on St John's wort again for Mood swings and irritability and such things, maybe its PTSD.

I bought Kelly Clarkson's new cd stronger and I agree, what doesnt kill you makes you stronger.

Don and I want to take our relationship to the next level which is to live together full time but his mother, her dislike of cats and of course my fear of giving up my section 8 scares the crap out of me.

My credit card was suspended, Don gambled his rent money away (mortgage) and I bailed him out and now the card is gone, Jim said that its too high and he is right, Its $1307. I can pay it in time but its going to take a long time :(

Boulder City is obviously out and thats fine, I want to spend the rest of my life with Don, we watched the fireworks tonight and made some romantic resolutions to one another about the future.

I miss Mom but I know I am a strong person and I am holding on.

Don bought me the K Cup Coffee Machine so I never go to Starbucks, I barely Gamble anymore, I mainly cook, listen to music and play cards with him and his mom and of course do online stuff, they have a nice backyard and at night I go outside and do some serious stargazing.

Im still exploring my spiritual side and have come to no real conclusions, Im a Nature loving something or another and I dont care, Im 203 again in weight and working of course to lose it, Don is 187, he has gained a lot too but he doesnt care, his idea of living is to live for the moment and not worry about health or the future, I of course as a major worrier!

Ive developed a serious Sesame Street Fetish, we collect Elmo, Ernie and The Cookie Monster plushies and next I want to get Oscar, Big Bird, Grover and uh Snuffekeuagagsusys uh... er...

Im working on new Mysteries in my detective series focusing on Jason and Bella and Im happy but Im not writing seriously, Im not sure I will ever focus on my work again.

Don loves The Gilmore Girls and Charmed, I want to get him into a few more shows!

I no longer speak to Uncle Randy as he turned out to be a serious user. Kenneth doesnt want anything to do with me. Ive made new friends on Facebook, found old friends from my childhood and Don's family has embraced me, His neice Denielle and I are quite close and his nephew Cole and I get along fine.

Im doing this update because I saw Cassandra was around, Ive been searching for her for a while now, I guess no one else wants to stay in touch since no one has contacted me on facebook or my new blog, neither my food/restaurant blog or my Pagan blog so thats fine, I dont care. Change is Good!

Ive been blogging elsewhere, Just a few entries now, Its not a secret, I have Facebook and those on there have the link to my Blog. Do any of you have facebook? If You do, Send me a Friend Request! http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100002905799253&ref=tn_tinyman#!/profile.php?id=100002905799253

My Blog is about my explorations of Naturalistic Paganism and thats pretty much all I talk about so far on there, I just want something to express myself spiritually now and not so much to talk about relationships and diceliving which I deal with on Facebook!

So, If you want to request me as a friend, send me a request and be sure to include a message telling me who the hell you are or dont bother :)

Blessings

No
Not Don!

Tammy and the rest of my extened family are back in my life!

I wrote Tammy a letter and sent it to her home address and Saturday I got a Phone call and it was her!
So we are talking about 6 hours a day on the Phone and now on the net too!

Casey fought for us reuniting apparently so I have to send out some thankful energy for that I suppose!

Found out a lot about Casey actually but thats not important I suppose right now.

Don is looking forward to meeting Tammy!

All is well in the world!

Terry
Thats me folks, I know you love me!

Don
My Partner of 6 months now, Yes we have had some obstacles but we are doing much better and I am seeing him as a long term investment!

Margie
Don's Mom, she started nice but I think she is set in her ways and her old age makes her grumpy all of the time, she thinks I am a weird Bitch (her words) and cant stand me which saddens me as Ive tried to show her who I am but it doesnt seem to get much notice.

Maria
I have been staying over here at Don's house a lot because of the Summer Heat so Maria hasnt been around a lot lately and boy, she is mad, lol, jealous and continues to tell me how bad Don is for me.

Brad
We havent spoken in a long while because I am not online very much but we are still going strong as friends.

Nick
I havent spoken to him in ages because I am here and Don doesnt have him listed as a buddy but we are still in contact.

Tim
He and I talk on the Phone occasionally but I havent seen him.

Mista Poot
Haha, Thought I had forgot him huh?

Well, Not much else is happening here, Im at Don's house like I said just until the 100+ Temps go away and then I will be back at my apt and back into my regular schedule and hopefully back to losing this extra weight I have added on, Don and I are working through our issues which was mainly stemming from him spending so much time with Margie in the daytime and then not spending any time with me at night but he has changed that and he has said that we arent going to let her or Maria come between us so lets hope!

Im not doing much, thinking a lot about whats next, spiritually, cooking wise, maybe going back to work, you know, what I normally do in the summer, nothing really....

went to Red Robin last night by dice with Don, was awesome!

Bye!

Denellie was arrested and sent to Idaho for sentencing and it looks like she has to do her 4 year stint before she is released, Margie is worried that she has another year if she is lucky to live and she will never seen Denielle again and I miss her already, we grew quite close and now she is just....Gone!

Don revealed to me that the romantic trip he had planned in sept for us to go to San Diego included his mom and so now the romantic trip that is supposed to strengthen us has turned into a family vacation where we wont have any privacy or sex or alone time and I cant deal with that so I am not going on the trip.

Ive just about had it with Don

In other fronts, Ive been very sick from Fibro attacks, I cooked meatloaf (one version) for Don and Margie and they loved it and Yes I put Vegan cheese and Vegan chocolate in it and they didnt notice it.

Nothing else new to report really, life has been increasingly boring since summer began and since I started dating him, we havent been dicing or to Charlies in weeks, he claims because of money, I suspect because he doesnt want to leave mama alone too much, he really is attached to her at the hip, if I didnt know better Id think they were fucking!

I heard back to december by Taylor Swift last night when I was drinking wine at a local pub and I realized how much I miss Casey, but she made her choice and I have to let go and move on with my life.....

So I told Don that if he and I were to spend any time together from now on at his house that he would need to make time for me and I told Margie about how I feel expecting her to be honest and take Don's side but she agreed with me that he needs to make time for me since I am his partner, Holy crap!

Since Ive been here this round (4 days now) Don has been coming in the bedroom before bed and watching movies with me-we watched Final Destination 2 the other night and he has been sleeping in the bedroom when he goes to sleep except last night because I have been having massive Fibro flare ups and I needed to be able to stretch out in bed and crack and pop at will.

All seems to be going well so far!
Margie and I are really getting along also and I am very happy about that!
Looks like Kevin and KJ have been arrested though (Don's brother & Nephew) and this caused quite a stir in the May House today, Denielle (spelled with an E not an A) is worried because she and her boyfriend David are fighting and also she is wanted ;)

Ah, life in Sin City has gotten more interesting dont ya think?

Zia now sells CD Grab Bags for $2 each and Don and I have been buying them like candy and while many of the cds inside are crap we have found Paul Mccartneys Greatest Hits as well as Paul Simon, Expose, David Cassidy, Ellie Lawson, The Pointer Sisters, Ronnie Milsap, Elvis Presley and more, I havent even looked at most of the cds yet, there are right now about 500 to go in a box and I am sure I will buy more when I have the time and money!

I havent been online in AGES!

Anyways, I was at Don's house but I have noticed that when I am there, he starts to neglect me...He calls and says that he misses me and we are drifting apart and then I go over there and he spends all of his time with his mom at the casino or they eat out and then he watches sports or court shows and I dont get any of his free time at all unless he is horny and wants sex and then the sex has to be exactly the way he wants it and none of the ways that I like to try....

I did give my very first oral exam and I was good he says so thats good ;)

Then Yesterday was Tuesday, we were supposed to have the whole day together and his mom wanted to go to the casino and I got mad of course, he says well, emergencies come up, we cant always be together all day on Tuesdays and I agree 100% but going out with mom to the casino is not an emergency!

Don doesnt appreciate me, so I think my previous comments about keeping my HUD and living seperate is the right answer, at least for now, I am aiming for Boulder City because I really like it there, its closer in drive time to Don if he wants to come see me and also if Don and I dont work out, I like it there so I am already settled somewhere new!

I am going to do whaatever I can do to go back to work when summer ends (as a Psychic I mean) despite my total view that its just a Job, its a good paying Job and Don and I need money and also I want to save money to start up a Vegan food Truck and then I could use the money I make from that to maybe start my dvd company so it might all work out for me, we'll see.

I fell off the wagon but Ive also decided Im not going to stop sampling cocktails when I am in a restaurant, if they have a Bacon Bloody Mary, You can bet your big butt that Im going to try it but to buy booze and drink at home or to drink everyday with Maria is dumb!

Well, not much else is happening here.....
Ive gained my usual summer weight back
I miss mom
Im still an Atheist (I know, right?

The apt complex may have changed their no pets policy, I need to call....

Till next time!